Topher flung the door open with more force than he'd ever realized he was capable of, his heart pounding. That was partially from having run all the way here while crying, though the helpless grief and rage battling inside him was also a close second. He couldn't remember ever feeling like this before -- like he'd just lost something completely irreplacable and there was nothing he could do. He couldn't fix it with science or programming or anything without at least a scan of Tony's brain and a wildly undeserved medical degree. It was just... just the worst thing ever.
He kicked the floor, and then, finding that unhelpful, threw the phone and that stupid orb he was still holding onto the ground and hurled a hard punch at the wall.
Fuck, that hurt.
But it did kill some of the helpless feeling, at least. Now there was just... grief.
With a choked sob, Topher collapsed down to the floor with his back to the wall, cradling his bleeding hand and just hating everything.
[[I'M SORRY. HE JUST HAS A LOT OF FEELINGS. for two, and NFB.]]
He kicked the floor, and then, finding that unhelpful, threw the phone and that stupid orb he was still holding onto the ground and hurled a hard punch at the wall.
Fuck, that hurt.
But it did kill some of the helpless feeling, at least. Now there was just... grief.
With a choked sob, Topher collapsed down to the floor with his back to the wall, cradling his bleeding hand and just hating everything.
[[I'M SORRY. HE JUST HAS A LOT OF FEELINGS. for two, and NFB.]]
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Date: 2011-12-08 06:03 am (UTC)He'd just felt that weird tension in his limbs, the kind that always nagged at him when he was frustrated, and had really, really wanted to hit something. Hence... the wall.
"Is that a dent, do you think?" he asked, eyeing the not-quite-a-dent in the wall. More of a scuff, really. "I'll pay for it to get fixed. I mean, I can."
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Date: 2011-12-08 06:16 am (UTC)By wiping down the Topher knuckle-smear with a damp cloth.
"I wouldn't worry about it too much, Topher."
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Date: 2011-12-08 06:23 am (UTC)"I just... don't wanna wreck his stuff," Topher muttered. "If, you know, if we fix it, I don't want him to come back to a mess, or whatever."
Just, you know, two guys sleeping on the couches in there. That was normal.
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Date: 2011-12-08 06:28 am (UTC)"Well, then we won't go punching his things," Warren replied. "If you really want to hit something, feel free to give me some heads-up before winding up and socking me in the shoulder a good one. It's a bit softer than the wall. I won't even hit back."
Probably!
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Date: 2011-12-08 06:34 am (UTC)"'m not gonna hit you," Topher said in surprise, glancing up to look at Warren. "You just fixed my hand."
Ethics. He sometimes had them.
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Date: 2011-12-08 06:38 am (UTC)"Well, then don't." Warren really didn't seem to mind either way. "But don't make a habit out of hitting the walls, okay? You need those hands, man."
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Date: 2011-12-08 06:43 am (UTC)"Yeah, okay," Topher said quietly after a minute. "So, um. Research? And then -- I might just sort of stay here. After. 'f you don't mind."
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Date: 2011-12-08 06:46 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-12-08 06:53 am (UTC)"Yeah," Topher agreed, reaching for a book. Then, hesitantly: "Um, thanks."
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Date: 2011-12-08 06:57 am (UTC)"Don't worry about it, Topher. We'll consider it even, okay? You stopped by with
meta forSkyrim that one time, after all."It had been some much-needed escapism. Warren had needed that at the time.
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Date: 2011-12-08 07:01 am (UTC)That was obviously the most polite possible thing to say there, Topher. Really.
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Date: 2011-12-08 07:06 am (UTC)... Because Topher was possibly his only friend in the world right now. Literally. He'd have to check up on the tiny handful of others tomorrow, maybe.
"It's fine."
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Date: 2011-12-08 07:11 am (UTC)"Good," he said, nodding. "'Kay. So... books."
And then maybe playing with tech. But only with gloves on. You're welcome, poor Nothinged Tony.
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Date: 2011-12-08 07:16 am (UTC)[Sleeep for me. Night!]